L.O.V.E.

 

Earlier last week, I did a quick post about being exactly where you are supposed to be. I often think about everything I've been through and everywhere I've been in life. Its therapeutic for my anxiety and it helps put everything into perspective and makes me happy for everything I've ever done.

I had one of these moments last week while my Pandora played in the background while I worked. I heard a song off Carrie Underwood's new album called "Good In Good-Bye". It took me back to all the relationships I begged God to make work and make whole again. And then I started laughing. Looking back if any of those wishes had been granted, I would be in a different place today, a place I wouldn't be happy in. 
here are part of the lyrics: (and here is a sound clip while you follow along)
 

As bad as it was

As bad as it hurts

I thank God I didn't get what I thought that I deserved

Sometimes life leads you down a different road

When you're holding onto someone that you gotta let go

Someday you'll see the reason why

Sometimes, yeah sometimes

There's good in goodbye

 

I could not have married anyone more perfect for me. Seriously. I know it sounds cliche, but Adam is my perfect balance. Not saying everything is always rainbows and butterflies, marriages are works of art. Every day we learn more about each other and better ways to grow our marriage.
On this Valentine's day I appreciate the love that has happened in my world. And I thank God that I am right where I am supposed to be, because I couldn't be happier. I thank life for all the good-bye's I hated and didn't understand at the time. I get it now. I get it.
And of course an enormous thank you to my husband, who makes growing and perfecting our nest everyday, so much fun and full of love.
I love you to the moon and back again.

Love, Love, Love,
-b